This night, watching Ken and his company one by one top-out this one particular route until it was only me in the group who haven't completed the route made me felt so freakin' weak! Arrrrgghh. I've been working out that route since Carl gave it to me during my last wall visit (Saturday|13th Feb).

My stack of disappointments was too great to be ignored. When I took a break, Carl offered me his climbing shoes saying it might fit me. And it did. However, my big toes hurt. He said it was normal and adviced me to climb with it. So there I was again, about to repeat the same failing moves of the era. I was staring at the last stone of the route and told myself, "Forget the pumped forearm. Forget the heights. TOP OUT NA DAPAT NI!"